i don't know why...

It's a hard sentence to form and even harder to acknowledge.

"I don't know why"

I watch the news or read the newspaper and feelings of despair well up inside. As a Christian I too easily fall in to the trap of trying to be God's PR manager, trying to find a palatable reason for suffering.

How do you say to someone who's only known abuse and neglect "God loves you" without sounding patronising. I guess you don't say it....you show it through acts of love maybe?? Still pondering about how I can say less and do more.

I'm also meditating on this incredibly beautiful, haunting song by Brooke Fraser.



I know the last shall be first.

Meredy xo.